Sunday, August 5, 2012

Chapter 10

Nicki sat up straight on the cold examining table. Dr. Melboro had insisted she return for some tests and a x-ray. When she arrived the nurse informed her that Dr. Melboro would enter the room only after Safaree arrived. Nicki started to speak, but felt her words wouldn't come out so she just nodded to say she understood. The nurse gave her a genuine smile and squeezed her hand before returning to her place behind the desk. Nicki then came to the place she was now on the examining table with her thoughts wondering what was happening. 
    After Nicki was attacked by Lauren's boyfriend, Safaree came to her rescue. She told him she loved him and that she was finally ready to marry him. But did she mean it or was she too caught up in the moment. Her thoughts were interrupted when Safaree walked in. He flashed her a smile, tilted her head back, and kissed her forehead. She pulled him down onto the examination table and looped her arm through his. He brought her a feeling of love and security.
  "Nicki.... Why are we here?"
  "Dr. Melboro wanted a few more tests and x-rays and the nurses already did that. I have no clue why we're here right now."
   "Good morning, Ms Maraj. Mr. Samuels." Dr. Melboro boomed. He was about 5'4 and had chocolately brown skin. Her big owl eyes made her look child-like, but it was impossible to mistake the sexy med-school graduate for a child. Nicki looked into Dr. Melboro's eyes and seemed to scan her face for an emotion. An answer of some sort, but she couldn't see one.
"Mr. & Mrs. Samuels soon, doc." Safaree beamed.
Nicki blushed for a faint moment, but quickly replaced her serious gaze.
"Oh, ok. Well Ms. M- Mrs. Samuels, when we ran our tests yesterday, there was no physical damage on you or the twins. Today's tests came out the same." Nicki knew this should be a happy moment for her, but she wouldn't breathe until the Dr. M was done.
"But I kept thinking about it and there's a very good chance the blow to your stomach cause an internal problem for the twins. We want to make sure nothing is wrong with them, and if so we want to get them out as soon as possible to reverse any problems. For this reason, I'm asking for permission to induce your labor. It isn't required, but I promise, Mrs. Samuels it's only for the twin's benefit."
   Nicki stopped listening and blacked out. She didn't want anything to be wrong with her babies. Have them early? Premature birth was risky. Especially when twins were involved. She didn't hear it, but she was screaming. Looking at her stomach she realized she couldn't hear ANYTHING. She started to choke and a team of nurses and doctors rushed the room to prevent her from losing consciousness. Safaree slowly backed out of the room and fled outside for some air. When he got outside he still couldn't regulate his breathing and he felt gravity get 10 times stronger as he fell to his knees in deep sobs. No, he thought. Nicki's about to lose it. I have to be strong for her. I can't break down. He forced himself off the ground but felt that his legs weren't stable.  He finally made it to the car. His  heart hurt and he thought about everything the doctor said. Nicki could have the twins early and risk their death, or she can insist the doctor wait until her full 9 months are over and by then one of his babies could be a vegetable. He cranked the car up and headed home. He had to atleast look strong when he had to look at  Nicki.
    When he returned to the hospital freshly showered, and sporting a loose fitting tshirt and sweats. Nicki smiled as he walked through the door and tried to get out of the bed.
"NO!" Safaree practically barked.
"Lay down and relax"
   Nicki smiled and rolled her eyes. Then she closed her eyes and her face got serious and thoughtful.
"Safaree, I've decided to let her induce me. It's been scheduled for 2 weeks from now and thats only 2 & a half weeks early. I have friends who've been born way earlier than that and I really hope you agree because I don-"
"It's okay, Nic. I'm on board with whatever you've decided." Safaree expected her to smile, but the tears flowing down her cheeks were tears of a mother.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Chapter 9

  Nicki hit the cold tile floor hard and the impact of the floor caused her head to hurt and she struggled to open her eyes. She heard a lot of yelling, but the impact of the fall was still messing with her head so she couldn't hear exactly what was going on. She could, however, distinguish Lauren's voice as well as a deep baritone voice. When her hearing was back to normal she heard Lauren begging the man not to go. He pushed Lauren down and told her to suck a dick.
"I will baby, I will. Just stay here with me, please. Just stay."
"Bitch, get the fuck away from me!' the man kicked Lauren back down and she started crying hysterically. Nicki tried to sit up and he kicked her in her side. Nicki let out a loud yelp and started screaming to the top of her lungs. She was totally ignoring the physical pain from the blow, but the fact that her baby's were in there made her crazy.
"BITCH I KNOW YOU SEE IM FUCKIN PREGNANT!"
"IDGAF ABOUT YOU OR YA FUCKIN BABY. LIE THE FUCK BACK AND SHUT UP!"
     Nicki refused to listen, she was not about to let him kick her in her stomach like that. She struggled to stand up and at that same moment she was knocked out cold by a .44 mil gun to the top of her skull. She passed out instantly from the blow. Safaree opened the door and bum-rushed the man all in the same second. He punched him over and over and the man let out continuous cries for help, but that didn't move SB at all. He threw the man into the glass table and it was clear he wasn't getting up, but that was satisfactory for SB. He beat the man's face in until it was a bloody pulp. He picked Nicki up and put her safely inside the car and they were soon at the hospital.
    The doctor told SB that the large wound on Nicki's face would soon heal and she would be okay, but there was no way to know if the kick to her side had injured one of the twins or caused them to obtain a birth-defect. Safaree started crying and praying. Hoping both of his baby girls came out healthy.
"God, if anything is wrong with them I'll never live it out down."
    SB left Nicki at the hospital resting while he went to go check in on Lauren. Funny. Whole time I'm beating this nigga ass she tellin' me to stop. From the looks of them big ass welp marks on her she musta been gettin' her ass whooped by him, too. The police had already came and scooped the nigga up, so I should be good right now. 
    SB cracked the door and saw the house was totally clean. Lauren was lying across her bed reading a book.
"Yo, are you okay? What exactly happened today?"
"Safaree, of all days for you and Nic to come randomly check up on me why today? He would've never fucking left if you guys would of stayed the fuck away and stop makin' it seem like such a big thing!"
"What the fuck?! Lauren your best friend got knocked OUT by this nigga. And he was beating your fuckin ass! Why you takin' up for this nigga?!'
"Safaree, leave. Please."
    Safaree knew if he stayed he would go ballistic again so he just left. He called Nic's chauffeur and asked him to pick Nicki up from the hospital and drop her off home. After he made a few stops, he drove home silently and Nic got there minutes later. He ran the shower for her and sat on their big California King Bed while she took a bath. When she got out he grabbed her and kissed her forehead where the .44 caliber gun had hit her and she cringed in pain. He rubbed her hair and she asked, "Safaree, will you marry me?"
"W-w-w-what Nicki?" Safaree began fumbling through his pockets looking for the ring and Nicki grabbed his hand and handed him the ring.
"Oh my God Nicki yas, yas!" he said jumping around imitating Nicki's voice. She laughed until her stomach hurt and she had to lay back down. Safaree ran his fingers through her hair.
"Nicki what about..."
"We'll get through it.. Don't worry. We got our whole lives to think this one through."
With that being said she fell asleep in his arms. Safe and sound

Chapter 8


Four days had passed since Safaree told Nicki the truth. He hated that he hurt her, but he couldn’t keep the secret from her anymore. He was on his way to the house and he could only pray that she had accepted it. He pulled into the drive way and sat there for a moment just thinking. Whatever happened in there today could destroy everything he and Nicki worked so hard to build over the past years. He got out the car and dragged to the door. He had butterflies in his stomach and found his self kneeling in front of the door. He couldn’t breathe. He was having an anxiety attack and no one was around to see him. Before he collapsed to the ground he managed to hit the door bell.
                Nicki maneuvered to the door swiftly expecting Safaree to be there. She opened the door and saw him lying there gasping for air and dropped to her knees, “Safaree, baby please. Breathe Faree breathe.” She picked up her phone to dial 911 and gave them the info they needed, she then got back on her knees to perform CPR. When the ambulance arrived they instructed her to drive her own car to the hospital to ensure she had a ride home afterward. She refused to let Safaree ride by himself.
“My chauffeur will come back to get me when I call. I will NOT leave him by himself.”
“As you wish.”
                Nicki was holding SB’s hand when he came-to. He started apologizing immediately for everything and Nicki just shushed him and told him everything would be alright. When they got to the hospital the doctors explained to them both that SB had just been under a lot of stress and the sudden nervous-ness caused his brain to shut down and his breathing to become challenging.
“Mr. Samuels will be PERFECTLY fine I guarantee it. It was only a mild anxiety attack. This happens very often. Especially with celebs such as yourself.”
       Nicki blushed at the reference toward her fame. I am NOT famous guys.
“Are you sure he doesn’t need to stay for some more tests, doc?” Nicki pressed.
“No. Not unless Mr. Samuels has some issues with depression that could have started the attack. Mr. Samuels do you have issues with depression? Or have you had any in the past?”
“Nope. I have good days and bad days. Just fine.”
“Okay, well my nice will be here shortly with your departure papers.”
“OK.”
                The ride home was silent and the tension in the car was palpable. Nicki’s heavy breathing made SB glance over at her time to time. Nicki’s thoughts were racing. She had practiced over and over how she would confront Safaree, but now every single rehearsed line was gone. LaGuardia didn’t teach her how to react when the emotions were REAL and there were 100 different emotions ripping through her body. When they pulled into the driveway Nicki stepped into the house and placed her purse and keys onto the counter. She stepped back onto the porch to blow a kiss at her driver – her way of letting him know she was safely in the house and he could leave now. Safaree sat in the plush cream colored reclining chair and twiddled his thumbs. Nicki dragged her special pink fluffy reclining chair directly in front of him and sat. She stared at him until he looked up and into her eyes. She tried to keep a straight face, but at that time she couldn’t take it. She started crying and sobbing into her small, shaking hands. “Nicki, please don’t cry. I-I’m sorry Nicki. I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry too. I’m sorry you mean so fuckin’ much to me. I’m sorry you don’t appreciate shit I do for you.”
“Nic, don‘t go talking all reckless now. You mean just as much to me as I mean to you.”
“Safa-“
“No. I gotta get somethin’ off my chest. Nicki I love you. And I appreciate everything you do. I messed up. I know. But my one mess up can not be the downfall of what I worked YEARS to build. Nicki, please. I love you. And I don’t wanna wake up without you by my side another day for as long as I live.” SB got on his knees and pulled out the biggest ring Nicki had ever seen. SB smiled and looked up at Nicki. He wasn’t expecting what he saw. She returned his stare with a look of hatred and disgust.
“Safaree I can by my OWN ring. And who the hell told you you could go out and have a baby on me and buy me the fuck off?? WHAT??  You know what? Fuck you! Fuck that ring! Fuck everything. I’m gone!”
                Nicki hopped in her truck (which she previously warned SB not to let her do in RBMS) and drove off. She had no destination. She just wanted to get out of there. She found herself sitting in the parking lot in front of Lauren’s condo. She got out and walked up the steps and prepared to open the door.
“I-I-I’m sorry! Please don’t hit me! Please, baby. I-I-I won’t do it again. Nicki heard a loud shattering sound and a loud THUMP! Right after. She burst the door open and started to struggle to breathe as someone knocked the wind out of her……
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Chapter 7

"Let's give it up for an AMAZING woman. Talented and beautiful! Although she's 7 months pregnant she can still rock 7 inch stilettos. The BEAUTIFUL Misssss NICKIIIIII MINAJJJ!" Nicki strutted across the stage and sat down next to Phil Harbor and smiled into the crowd. She blew kisses at all of TMSC that was in the building. 
"Miss Nicki."
"Yes, Phil."
"How are you?"
"I'm good, I'm great actually."
"Miss Mi-"
"Wait, you feel that Phil?"
"Feel what Nicki?"
"THE ENERGY IN THIS ROOM RIGHT NOW! Da barbz in here deep today as usual. Stannin' for da kid."
"So, Nicki I have seen you have a genuine infatuation with you 'barbz'. Why?"
"Fuck kinda question is that? When da kid go out and break all these records, she don't do it by herself! She don't buy 2 million copies of her own cd! They do it for da kid. I don't ask them to buy multiple copies, they just do. They support me in every way they know how and that's why the barbz stay winnin'!"
      The interview with Phil Harbor went well. The barbz noticed Nic's annoyed faces when she tried to make eye contact with one of her babies and she was interrupted by yet another question from Phil. When the interview was done she had to go straight to her car. Her feet were killing her and with big twin girls growing inside her, standing up in heels was a definite no-no. 
Nicki: Safaree the energy in there was so amazing. 
Safaree: I know, and you looked beautiful.
Nicki: How would you know? I could've looked horrid, you couldn't see me.
Safaree: You're always beautiful, Nicki. Always. No matter what you have on.
Nicki: Thank you, babe. See you in a couple hours. I hope you're ready. ;)
Safaree: I will be.
       Safaree had no intentions of engaging in any sexual activities with Nicki until he told her about the other woman. He knew he had to tell her sooner or later so he didn't trip. He rehearsed in his head what he was gonna say over and over until he was sure he had it down pact. He walked though the door of the house and saw rose petals thrown all across the floor and in a nice path to his and her bedroom upstairs. He stuck his head in and saw her laying on the bed with nothing but a thin sheet covering her up. He instantly tugged at his pants as he felt an erection forming. Big ass belly with TWO kids in it and she still looked bad as hell. SB put that thought to the back of his head and walked in the room Nicki sat up in bed and smiled as she gave him a huge hug. "I missed you today, Faree!" 
"I missed you too, but listen I gotta say somethin'. I just hope you don't hate me."
"Hold on." Nicki stood up and the sheet fell to the floor.She got a short red robe and wrapped it around herself.
"OK, go." Seein' Nicki naked made SB's heart drop to his dick and apparently his brain, too. He smiled seductively and said, "I hope you don't hate me cus I'm about to give you the best dome you've ever gotten.
    He ripped Nicki's robe off and felt her body come to ease. He felt terrible about lying to her, but he was so far in he didn't know how to tell the truth without being called a liar for his previous lies.He was stressed to say the least. How thee hell did a nigga have 3 children on the way at the same time. He blocked his thoughts out as he tasted every inch of Nicki. She tasted sweet, but smelled like water. In no time he had her cummin' and screaming his name. 
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Nicki awoke to a note on her dresser. Safaree had written it. It read:
Damn, Nic. I really fucked up this time. A while ago we went on a little break. I didn't know you were pregnant and having mood swings so I just went elsewhere. I did have sex with another female Nicki and for that I apologize. I know for a fact I used protection, but still she claims the baby is mine. I don't think it's mine, but you and I both know its possible.I know this shit is hurting you and its hurting me even more that I couldn't even be man enough to come to you and tell you this myself. I don't love you any less than I did the day I first laid eyes on you. And I wanna be with you and NOT HER. I'm out in Cali handling some biz. Chill out and think on this while I'm gone. I love you, man.
        Nicki cried until her body was mentally, physically, and emotionally too tired to cry anymore. She had put her career in jeopardy so many times to save her and Safaree's relationship. And he through it away over a little moodiness? She loved Safaree, but it was obvious she wasn't appreciated and she couldn't stay with him. She couldn't be toyed with like that. She pulled out her phone and got ready for a rough ass ride. She was OUT.
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Chapter 6

Nicki dialed SB for the umpteenth time and got his corny ass voicemail again. She was angry, furious even, at his little disappearing act. She was also scared. She feared that something could possibly have happened to her baby's father. She knew that without Safaree there by her side she could not move on. She never even thought about him cheating, she was angry that he had made her vulnerable to such a bitch emotion as fear. Her breathing intensified as the thought of her everything being taken away from her and she started to feel faint. She grabbed her huge belly before toppling to the floor.
          Terrence walked though the door of Nicki's bedroom. He immediately started screaming and his whole lower body fell numb. He couldn't move. He just stood there screaming and crying and babbling on like a fool. The noise woke Nicki from her unconscious state and Terrence was already calling the ambulance. When he realized her eyes were opened and she was breathing he quickly hung up and went to her aid. He placed a pillow under her head for support and went looking for her keys and other things he would need to get her to the hospital. "T..." She whispered, "Where's Safaree?"
"I- I-I don't know, Nicki. I'll call him on the way to the hospital I, promise."
 Terrence lifted Nicki off the floor and carried her to the car. He made sure her seat belt was on, closed the door and ran to the other side of the car so he could get in. He put on his seat belt and sped off wasting no time.
      When they reached the hospital, T made several unsuccessful attempts to get in touch with SB.
"Nicki, he's not answering. He's just busy right now. He'll call back soon."
"No. Call Aubrey and tell him to meet me at Chipotle in an hour. The Doctor is about to release me now."
"Nika, you sure? Everything you and Aubrey went through and you want to meet him? Alone? Should I come with?"
"No, just call him."
"Nic-"
"T, please. Do as I say.. please." Terrence nodded and did as he was told. He got Nicki's purse and walked outside the hospital and got into the car. The entire ride was quiet because T knew Nicki was about to make a big mistake. When they reached Nicki's house T got into his car and pulled off after Nicki told him thank you. She got ready to get dress and go see Aubrey. She strutted out the door and on her way to Chipotle.
     When she walked through the door she immediately saw the back of Drake's head. She bowed her head and walked over to his table. She lifted her head and looked into his eyes. The sunlight was hitting his face perfectly and his milky brown eyes looked caramel. She observed every crevice in his face and took in a newly found admiration for him. She became jealous of the Sun rays that danced on his full lips. A painful jolt ran through her body and she bit down on her bottom lip so she wouldn't cry out. She ran out of the restaurant without saying a word to Aubrey or anyone else for that matter. She got in her car and sped all the way home. She knew she had every intention to get back with Drake to get back at Safaree, but Karma is a bitch and she thanked God she got out of that situation before her and Karma had a chance to be reacquainted
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Chapter 5

  SB's eyes fluttered open as he looked around the dark room. he didnt know where he was or if he'd ever been there. He heard a familiar sound - a heel clicking on a hardwood floor. He took mental note of this. He attempted to sit up right in the small uncomfortable cot. His attempt shown futile due to handcuffs secured extremely tightly on his wrists. He broke out in a cold sweat and he realized shit was about to get real.
        After what felt like years, the sound of the heels approached him slowly, but with a steady beat. The person took long, confident strides and the sound of the footsteps made Safaree know that they meant business. Safaree took in a deep breath and closed his eyes. Fear swarmed around him and he waited for what was to come. When he opened his eyes he immediately felt a pang in his lower abdomen. There she was. Miranda. SB thought back to when she was waiting in his car for him and knew this was just another one of her schemes.
"Oh, fuck! How did I get here? Who tied me up? Where's Nicki? Wh-"
"ENOUGH!" Miranda yelled. "I will ask all the questions. Safaree, we need to talk. If I have to go to this level of extremity to get an hour of your time, then so be it. But we will talk like two adults or you don't wanna know what'll happen if we don't."
                Safaree didn't know what was going on or if he was even awake. He swallowed as he felt his emotions were about to take a physical form. And he'd be damned if he cried in front of her.


        She went on, "Look at this Safaree!" she grabbed her mid-sized baby bump "The little cutie inside of me isn't %100 me. YOU told me you loved me. YOU told me no matter what you'd be there. I guess that was just while you and Ms. Minaj were at a low. Safaree, I don't care if I was your jump-off. I'm not asking that you be with me, I'm asking you to be there for him. I'm asking you to be the father to my baby that I never had."
       "Look, Mir-" She cut him off again.
       "No, YOU look. I know I'm going to extremes to get a father out of a deadbeat, but I'll go to the deepest depths of the Earth for my baby and I want to be able to say you will, too. I reacted out of anger when I smashed your windows, and I'm sorry." After a pause that lasted a moment too long, Safaree figured it was his turn.
      "If the baby is mine, I'll take care of him. I'm not taking care of another man's seed and that's the end of that."
 Miranda smiled and bent down and hugged Safaree. He wiggled to show he didn't want her to do that. He started crying knowing that it was the end of one war, but the beginning of a much bigger one. One where his lover was his opponent.
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Hi, guys! What's up? Hope you saw my apology post. Does this chapter make up for it? I love you guys!! Mwahhhhhhh - @BITCHiMinaj_TM

Sorry

I really haven't been posting lately because I've put everyone's needs before you guys'! I'm really and truly too nice and I hate to disappoint people, so I'm sorry. I am trying to save money, though, so I kind of started my own business revising papers for college students or writing resume's for people. It's hard to do that keep my own grades up, keep up with Nic, and balance a social life, too. Luckily, business has slowed down and I've found a balance so I'm gonna start posting really soon. Expect a post tonight.
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S/o to ALL of #TeamYanni (me) who read my posts and I really am sorry for putting you guys on the back-burner. I admire Nae for her constant posts. She needs to teach me her technique. LOL. <3